Sep 07, 2004 16:10
*sigh* I feel very depressed and alone right now. Everyone's busy going about their new college lives, and it's hard to get ahold of anyone.
I want to be home. I'm not excited about this whole college thing.... Meeting new people, going to classes, atudying my ass off... You people in high school don't know how lucky you have it.. enjoy it while it lasts...
I'm beginning to think that i should have gone someplace closer to home... someplace like troy... or a place where i actually know people, like alabama and auburn.
But no, i had to be different at go to a college where i don't really know anyone.....
*sigh* and i'm pissed off at Dan. and myself..... because of Dan..... I think it might be best if i just don't see him or talk to him again.... But I want to so badly... God, i can't stand myself sometimes.....
i need to go learn german.... Ohhh.... I'm thrilled about that.........
*sigh* I just need something, but i don't know what it is.....