steaks are not on this menu?
Being at home for reading week so far has proven so be very boring. I like it, becuase I have little time on the computer since we have the lap top now, and at the same time I don't like it becuase I have way too much time with myself and my head. I think being at school has distracted me from some of my own thinking. I brought my physical journal to school but have yet to write in it. I like spending time with my mom. She's lucky becuase I'm home this week and mary is come next week.... then before you know it, first year univeristy will be over. I'm actaully really not anticipating my arrival home in April because one, it's going to be a bitch packing up all my stuff and up, and two, I'm going to now be working for four months straight instead of two. I feel like a lot of my friends really enjoy working. I on the other hand, do not. I've really never enjoyed working. I feel like I really want to get a job that I like becuase I'm not sure if I actaully don't like working or if i've just had jobs that I dont like. I wish i could get a job that was in some way social work related. I can look but i know that will be hard.
so someone please come to oshawa and take me out of the mysery that is my mind. Im getting a little paranoid with myself, which reminds me of a certain someone that I know.