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Jul 26, 2005 12:52

Better a little better. The weather gets worse and I feel... better. I had planned to be angry and hurt when talking to brian but talking about it helped. My mother Is being nice to me in actions rather than words that is better. My father. Well he doesn't even remember what he did. So what ever. I am writing a will. Not being ominous or to make you people concerned but if I like die in a car crash or anything... Is there somthing you want of mine. A ring a bandana... er anything. My cousin and I were discussing this and we both realized that we were concerned about what will happen after we are gone. I mostly am just concerned that my parents will gain axess to my blogs and junk like that... I really wish for them not to have their view of me altered by what I write in here... Just junk like that. I had read about these parents who went to court with yahoo to get there dead daughter e-mails. The court ruled in favor of the parents... I am not 18 so I own very little, but yeah. My cousin and I are writing up wills then tradeing so that we have control of the others will. If we both die at the same time... well we are screwed. It works. If I become a vegi-table well It just list what to do in that senerio and junk... so no I am not trying to be melodramatic or trying to call for help. I just am doing this because of my blogs basicly. I never want my parents to read these. EVER under ANY circumstances! Police phyciatrists like if I am missing sure but not my parents. The rain just came. That was soo cool It was like the clouds just opened and let it all out at once.
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