chemically unstable...
Some days are so gloomy. Like today, I am not feeling up to snuff. It could be that I stayed up late and got up early to work on a project that was due today, just to have the teacher tell me, oh, the person in front of you ran over their time, so you don't have to give your presentation till Monday. Blah, waisted efforts. I just wanted to get it over with. My gloominess also has to do with my not sleeping well for the past 3 nights, I have been having nightmares. And of course, I am anxious to start the medication for my tumor, but I have to go for more blood tests tomorrow and then wait the 2 more weeks. My eyes are tearing from lack of sleep and really sad Oprah. I had to turn on Ellen. I am so emotional, yuck, it's draining. And I have a list of things to do... I need some motivation, or maybe just chocolate?