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You know those times when you just do not know what to do for the life of you? I am there, it's driving me crazy. I wish someone would just point me in the right direction and then I wouldn't worry so much. I have these permanent wrinkles in my forehead from staring at things too hard. It makes me feel stupid to fail in things other people can do. I don't usually compare myself to other people but it's hard not to feel ashamed when someone else acts like you should be doing more, better, bigger... When you know you have to get through this one thing to get on with the rest of your life, or you just have to change your options completely.