Dearest Journal
I am in school whilst i was writing this part:
I am sooo bloody tired, i just waned to stay in my nice comfy bed, but sadly i had to get up and go to school where i am currently located in geography class. We have a substitute woot woot!....yeah not really. So i updated this privately last night and i know it was a harsh reality check but it was about time i realized it....Grrr i hate that i got to come back to this damn hell hole another year excuse me half a year WHATEVER it still sux balls. So i guess there is not going to be school firday but i am sure it is suppose to be monday of next week we have off but what ever i don't really honestly give a shit. So my b-day has come and gone and i don't feel any different. My life is exactly the same, I have the same friends, the same enemies...and the same guys being douche bags. But i never expected any of that shit to change so no big surprise there. Blah i feel cranky and pretty bitchy. So yeah i got to get up to scummerside soon i guess so i can get what ever done and over with. I don't think this is going to be a great day or even a good day..........I want to go home =(......fucking forgot to take my pill for 3 fucking days! jeeze thank god i am not depending on them for not getting pregnant, cuz if i was sexually active which i am not, then it would be safe to say i would definately be knocked up by now. So yeah Keir wants to do sumthing with me this week since he missed my b-day party. I have no sweet clue what he has planned should be fun and interesting...GAH i feel like shit , this day is going by so slow * shakes fist*.... I hate school!..at least i got my music "**She only smokes when she drinks**"...yea so i got math after this class fuckity fuck fuck ......So yeah i got to get a job for this summer so i can make sum moola and buy my car and on other things i may want to spend my money on..."**Taquila makes her clothes fall off**"...so what else could i possibly write about to pass the next 20 mim......
Well yesterday i went for a nice long ride on Whiskey she scared the shit outta me when i just wanted her to trot she took off in a run totally outta no where, we went around the ring a couple times and then we gave her a bath cuz she was working up a sweat. Then me and Angel headed to mothers where we played Ramoli for a good 6 hoursi was afraid it was never going to end!. But it did and i didn't really count my money because i honestly didn't care. I was only playing with $5.oo anyway well thre is now 10 min left of class and i still feel like shit and i just want to go home , and i wonder if i am going to see those lil dudes that were at my party..that were all over me and dia....and nathaneel LMAO.....mmmmmmmm..that would be a lil akward...well not for me but for them and dia. So yeah Nate is going to be home for the next 5 weeks WOOT WOOT nate time ha ha he protected me @ my party from all those other lil guys from touching me. But yeah i think i am going to end this here and may write more later
******************Later that day in housing..****************************
Well it is now last period and THANK GOD!!! I am in housing right now and i am bored as ALL HELL. So I have a math test tomarrow ((BLAH))..and we are working on a assignment in writing you have to either write about a safe experience or a frightning one in your life. So i picked the second big fight that boo got in w/ the rents and kiela. So yeah everyday in housing i always tell Amanda how i love her pens so guess what she got my for my b-day ??? PENS!!!!! ha ha sweet as pens in like 3 shades of pink, purple, and ya know how it goes but they are awsome and i LOVE them. So this class will be over soon yay!!! This is a sweet ass pen I mean look at it! ha ha oops i am putting this on the comp later when i am done writing it here on my paper ha ha you can't see my sweet ass pen color YOU SUCK!!!..ha ha ah well.
*******Now... about 5 to 10*******
So yeah long ass entry i am feeling a lil better then i was when i started this, not much has changed since any of this..so yeah i dont have much else to write..i wonder how many ppl are actaully going to read it . O yeah i was feeling like absalute shit thus morning and i was pissed at anything and everything... so if i sounded pissed it's cuz i was, now i am not so much, any who i gotsta go now i shall tty'all lata alright
I Lobes you all
Kisses all around
LoVe:...............M...........E....
I am sooo bloody tired, i just waned to stay in my nice comfy bed, but sadly i had to get up and go to school where i am currently located in geography class. We have a substitute woot woot!....yeah not really. So i updated this privately last night and i know it was a harsh reality check but it was about time i realized it....Grrr i hate that i got to come back to this damn hell hole another year excuse me half a year WHATEVER it still sux balls. So i guess there is not going to be school firday but i am sure it is suppose to be monday of next week we have off but what ever i don't really honestly give a shit. So my b-day has come and gone and i don't feel any different. My life is exactly the same, I have the same friends, the same enemies...and the same guys being douche bags. But i never expected any of that shit to change so no big surprise there. Blah i feel cranky and pretty bitchy. So yeah i got to get up to scummerside soon i guess so i can get what ever done and over with. I don't think this is going to be a great day or even a good day..........I want to go home =(......fucking forgot to take my pill for 3 fucking days! jeeze thank god i am not depending on them for not getting pregnant, cuz if i was sexually active which i am not, then it would be safe to say i would definately be knocked up by now. So yeah Keir wants to do sumthing with me this week since he missed my b-day party. I have no sweet clue what he has planned should be fun and interesting...GAH i feel like shit , this day is going by so slow * shakes fist*.... I hate school!..at least i got my music "**She only smokes when she drinks**"...yea so i got math after this class fuckity fuck fuck ......So yeah i got to get a job for this summer so i can make sum moola and buy my car and on other things i may want to spend my money on..."**Taquila makes her clothes fall off**"...so what else could i possibly write about to pass the next 20 mim......
Well yesterday i went for a nice long ride on Whiskey she scared the shit outta me when i just wanted her to trot she took off in a run totally outta no where, we went around the ring a couple times and then we gave her a bath cuz she was working up a sweat. Then me and Angel headed to mothers where we played Ramoli for a good 6 hoursi was afraid it was never going to end!. But it did and i didn't really count my money because i honestly didn't care. I was only playing with $5.oo anyway well thre is now 10 min left of class and i still feel like shit and i just want to go home , and i wonder if i am going to see those lil dudes that were at my party..that were all over me and dia....and nathaneel LMAO.....mmmmmmmm..that would be a lil akward...well not for me but for them and dia. So yeah Nate is going to be home for the next 5 weeks WOOT WOOT nate time ha ha he protected me @ my party from all those other lil guys from touching me. But yeah i think i am going to end this here and may write more later
******************Later that day in housing..****************************
Well it is now last period and THANK GOD!!! I am in housing right now and i am bored as ALL HELL. So I have a math test tomarrow ((BLAH))..and we are working on a assignment in writing you have to either write about a safe experience or a frightning one in your life. So i picked the second big fight that boo got in w/ the rents and kiela. So yeah everyday in housing i always tell Amanda how i love her pens so guess what she got my for my b-day ??? PENS!!!!! ha ha sweet as pens in like 3 shades of pink, purple, and ya know how it goes but they are awsome and i LOVE them. So this class will be over soon yay!!! This is a sweet ass pen I mean look at it! ha ha oops i am putting this on the comp later when i am done writing it here on my paper ha ha you can't see my sweet ass pen color YOU SUCK!!!..ha ha ah well.
*******Now... about 5 to 10*******
So yeah long ass entry i am feeling a lil better then i was when i started this, not much has changed since any of this..so yeah i dont have much else to write..i wonder how many ppl are actaully going to read it . O yeah i was feeling like absalute shit thus morning and i was pissed at anything and everything... so if i sounded pissed it's cuz i was, now i am not so much, any who i gotsta go now i shall tty'all lata alright
I Lobes you all
Kisses all around
LoVe:...............M...........E....