Dearest Journal

[emmybaby88]

Well today is my 60 day mark w/ My last break up which would be adam, so as of today i am aloud to talk to him if i wish to, And yea i got sum super deduper news! My Blainey Wainey (MWAHHAHAHAHA)...is going to come to my b-day party!!!!!Yea me very excited, me kinda scared, and ancious and yeah just alot of different feelings, ya know like worry like, what if after he meets me I'm not what he thought i was and decides he doesn't like me, or ya know sumthing bad like that,but yeah i am sure things will be okay...i hope....So yeah i went and got that dances w/ wolves movie and a attempted to watch it and fell asleep with in 45 minutes....oh yeah and mommy let me drive home from town today woot woot!!!.. MY mommy was being a real bitch the rest of the day today,grrrr well i can be just a big a bitch to her as she can to me!! So dia is comming over thursday and we are going to go decoration shopping for my b-day party and then she is sleeping over, but on friday morning i am going to my great aunts funeral, so dalicia said she wouldn't mind going on my bus by her self, which i think is pretty brave, but i went on her bus alone once to and it wasn't to bad. So yeah uhhh tomarrow is another school day and yeah thats all i got to say, i think i am done for now so i shall tty'all lata alright
I Lobes you all!!!!!
Kisses all around!!!!!
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