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I can't help but wonder if there's something wrong with me. I come back from 5 hours with my friends, and feel completely alone and abandoned a few hours later.
I mean, does everyone feel like this? Or am I just some special brand of fucked up and insecure. and *how* the fuck did i end up this way. I used to be such a happy kid.
Mind you, i used to live entirely in my head. I can't stand it in there anymore. Jesus.
I liked the world better when i wasn't aware of it.
I mean, does everyone feel like this? Or am I just some special brand of fucked up and insecure. and *how* the fuck did i end up this way. I used to be such a happy kid.
Mind you, i used to live entirely in my head. I can't stand it in there anymore. Jesus.
I liked the world better when i wasn't aware of it.