counting regrets to fall asleep

[emmyatthedisco]

i feel like i'm going crazy. literally. it's not a pleasant sensation.

i don't think i remember how to be happy anymore. not really, truly, happy. I think i used to know.. but i'm not sure any more. maybe i just expect to much from life.

emo post is emo.
go away, scary thoughts. i can't handle you right now