Master List!
So, I finally decided to do one of these... =/ I've got more fics then I realized. (most recent are at the top of each section)
Panic At The Disco/The Young Veins
Fixations | NC-17 | oneshot | Ryan Ross/Nick Murrary
It didn’t make sense that he was suddenly, inexplicably, obsessed with Ryan Ross’s dick. It was one thing to look at your friend and bandmate and think, in passing, that he was a rather attractive person. It was quite another to have your eyes wander to his dick whenever you let your guard down.
Written In The Stars | PG-13 | Novella | Ryan/Jon, Spencer/Brendon
Written for bandombigbang: Space AU. Approximately 200 years in the future, humanity is held in a kind of virtual slavery by a species called The Ashanti. What originally started as a trade agreement became a stepping stone for The Ashanti to gain galaxy supremacy. Four young men, whose lives are set against this backdrop of danger and galaxy turmoil, embark on a journey that will bring them together. A resistance fighter named Ryan Ross, his engineer and lover Jon Walker, an undercover agent and Ryan’s best friend Spencer Smith, and Brendon Urie, a boy raised on a desert colony, set out on an adventure that bridges the very fabric of space.
Days On The Road | G | oneshot | Ryan/Jon
It’s new. It’s different. And yet it still feels like coming home.
The One Were Alex Gets A Haircut | NC-17 | oneshot | Alex/Ryan
Ryan wants Alex to get a haircut. What is he willing to trade for it? (hint: it's probably something sexy)
A Present On Your Doorstep | NC-17 | oneshot | Alex/Ryan
It was different with Alex. Everything was different with Alex, and had been from the beginning. Ryan hadn’t anticipated the attachment he would form to the older man when they’d met. Still, their friendship had taken Ryan’s world by storm. When he was around Alex, he felt solid and grounded.
Full Minor Scale | PG-13 | oneshot | Ryan/Brendon
In which Gerard Way is a band director, Brendon's the best cellist in the state and Ryan kicks ass with his alto flute. And of course there are band jokes, lots of band ~innuendos, shenanigans and laughter
The Better Half of Me | R | oneshot | Alex/Ryan
Ryan had trouble not making bad decisions on his own. Together, at least, Alex could usually stop him from fucking up so utterly and completely that the backlash would be after him for weeks. And if he couldn’t, well, as long as they were together, Alex would usually help Ryan pick up the mess.
Circle | PG-13 | oneshot | Alex/Ryan
Going to the beach was Alex's idea
Haphephobia | R (violence, mentions of sex) | sequel | Spencer/Ryan
Takes place directly after Asphyxiophilia. A single moment can change the course of a lifetime.
To NeverLand | PG-13 | oneshot | Brendon/Ryan
A look at the early days of Panic! At The Disco, with a slightly quirky spin. Even as a small child, Ryan was fascinated by the idea of Peter Pan story.
Shadows On Your Skin | R | ficlet | Ryan/Jon
777 word ficlet, not related to the break up, or to anything really. I think bandom could use a distraction.
Ryan Ross's Guide To Sex Positions | NC-17 | oneshot | Ryan/Brendon, Ryan/Jon, Ryan/Spencer, GSF
Ryan's favorite sex positions with all three of his boyfriends, and his favorite with all of them together
Asphyxiophilia | NC-17 | oneshot | Spyro
Ryan discovered his biggest kink, the thing that could get him off the fastest, make him come the hardest, when he was almost too young to even understand what he was feeling.
Warning: Breathplay
Until We've Reached Our Ever After | Pg | oneshot | Rydon
Once upon a time, Panic went to a cabin in the mountains to write an album they never made. One night there, something happened that Ryan tried to forget. Two years later, he still hasn't. A sequel/follow up to Back To The Place by behindthec. Ryan and Brendon come out on stage.
Silent Rain Drops Fell | Pg | oneshot | Spyro
Rain storms usually made Spencer nervous. Rain storms made the roads wet and his mother too paranoid to let him out with the car. Therefore, rain storms meant he couldn't get to Ryan if he needed to, and that always made Spencer nervous.
The Art Of Breaking | Pg-13 | Chaptered, unfinished (can be read as a oneshot) | Rywalk
The story of Ryan and Jon tracing their increasingly close friendship from the time they met to the currant era. When Ryan met Jon Walker for the first time he was scampering around frantically trying to find someone to fix his guitar pedal.
Into The Inferno | NC-17 | oneshot | Spyro
One of the most clichéd sex fantasies is a room covered in candles, tiny flames giving off a warm glowing light. This is not that dream. Ryan's fantasies had long included candles, and never for ambiance.
Things Unseen | PG-13 | oneshot | Rydon
The bottling incident at Reading '06. Ryan never realized how much Brendon meant until he almost lost time.
Capture A Moment | NC-17 | oneshot| Rywalk
Based on Ryan's twitter "having a jonfire with bon". The bonfires were a novelty. The idea of lighting a fire in the middle of the desert was redundant at best, so Ryan was relatively inexperienced when it came to fire. Jon, however, was and he had enjoyed many a bonfire during the cold Chicago winters.
Five Times Ryan Failed At Life (but his bandmates love him anyway) | Pg-13 | oneshot | Panic GSF
Five times Ryan Ross failed at life. Based on his various blogs and twitters in the past couple weeks.
Like Gravity, You Pull Me Back | NC17 | Oneshot | Rydon
The evolution of Ryan and Brendon. Their story, from the beginning of the band until now
Like Dreamers Do | PG-NC17 | Chaptered | Rydon
1967. The United States Of America is at war with Vietnam and young men across the country are drafted into service for the army. In a small apartment in Sin City, four boys just try to make their way in the world. All the want is the chance to live, love and be loved. Like all dreamers do. Hippie Fic!
Menage A Trois | NC17 | one shot | Spencer/Ryan, Spencer/Ryan/Brendon
The thing is, it's always kind of been SpencerandRyan. Brendon could see it, from the first practice he went to. The communication, the closeness, the way they'd touch each other ever so slightly, almost enough not to be noticed. But Brendon noticed
The Safest Place To Hide | NC17 | one shot | Spyro
See, Ryan doesn't really like basketball games. Or really any kind of live sporting event. He's more than happy to sit in the back lounge with Jon and let a Bulls game play in the background as long as he can sit curled up with a notebook and write. Live games though, you usually have to pay attention to those. So... not his thing. The catch is, Spencer kinda is his thing.
Take Me or Break Me | NC17 | one shot | Rydon
SexSlave AU. Ryan has always hated the Slave Trade that his country is so dependent on. Yet, when he sees the boy at the slave market, he can’t help but feel drawn to the poor boy. All Ryan wants to do is give him back his soul.
Car Crashes and Absent Perfections | NC17 | one shot | Rydon
This felt like the culmination of something. Years and years of dancing around each other and staged near misses had all been hurtling them towards this moment like a car crash.
Baby!Verse (on going) : Here Comes The Sun, Unconditional Love | PG13| Series of connected one shots | Rydon
Set in the the future of Panic. Ryan and Brendon have a baby girl named Ally Elizabeth Urie. These are their stories
No One Is Ever Gonna Love You More Than I Do | PG13 | one shot | Rydon
Companion piece to Love, Coffee, and Hidden Identities. This is the untold story of Brendon and Ryan. How they met, grew up, and fell in love.
Angel Of Music: One, Two, Three, Four | PG15 or R | 4 part chaptered | Rydon
Ryan Ross is a dancer. He lives in the opera house, and it’s all he’s ever known. His life is hard, and he’s often mistreated, but at least he’s got a roof over his head, and food in his stomach. He’s learned to stop wanting any more then that. Until, that is, the opera house falls under the management of a new patron.
The Things I Can’t Say | NC17 | one shot | Rywalk
Why is it so hard to say I miss you?
Raindrops on Roses | R | one shot | Rydon
AU, Ryan Ross sat quietly, curled up on his bed. Even the music blaring from this iPod, deafening him, wasn’t enough to drown out the yelling floating up the stairs. He hated himself for being such a wreck, he was 18 for fucks sake! He should be able to handle his parents fighting.
Who Could Love Me? | PG13 | one shot | Rydon
A single tear trickled down the boy's face, leaving a black smudge in the carefully traced designs on his check. The wind picked up and ruffled his light brown hair, blowing it around his face, but he hardly noticed. The words being spoken around him drifted by, but they left no impression on the silent boy
My Immortal | PG | drabble | Rydon
I still haven’t moved on you know. What would you say to that?
Cobra Starship/The Academy Is...
Love, Coffee and Hidden Identities | Co-written with Havah24601 | PG-NC17, Chaptered, complete | Gabilliam
AU. Gabe Saporta has everything he wants in life. He's got the job, the friends, the money. His life is perfect. Or so he thought until he met the quiet young man in the bookshop
The Way Back Home (is closer than you think) | PG | one shot | Gabilliam
But right now, he’d give just about anything to be curled up in his own bed. He just wanted to be home.
You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark | NC17 | one shot | Gabilliam
My prompt from Em!ly “hurt/comfort - HALF AU b/c that's just cool...so have Gabe/William in the same high school, make them the same age or just one year apart, and make it Barrington - How did William go from Basketball Guy to Emo Faggot?”
The Beginning Of The Rest Of Our Lives | PG13 | one shot | Gabilliam
College AU. (Why does Gabilliam have so few of these?) Falling into Gabe’s arms felt like coming home, no matter how far away from Chicago Bill was.
What More Could You Ask For? | PG15 | one shot | Gabilliam
Kinda based, very, very loosely based, on the latest blog entry. William goes home for the first time since the tour started, and Gabe goes with him.
He's got a decent voice, he's got that crooked smile | PG13 | one shot | Gabilliam, William/Chizz
Unfaithful!Gabe, Angsty!Bilvy, Caring!Michael. Need I say more?
While The City Sleeps, We Rule The Streets | NC17 | one shot | Gabilliam
AU. Like really AU. William is the son of one of New York’s biggest crime boss. Gabe is the son of New York’s biggest gangster. Unfortunately, their family’s hate each other.
A Day To Make The World Go ‘round | PG15 or R | one shot | Gabilliam
How do you explain something you can’t understand? How do you tell your friends that, no your not fine but there’s not a single thing they can do about it, because really there’s nothing wrong
Tongue Tied | PG15 or R | one shot | Gabilliam
Bilvy doesn’t talk well under pressure.