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.....blah.... I need something.... I need a break...a break from drama, a break from boys, a break from crying, a break from work, a break from stress, a break from all the junk that is built up inside me right now.
I have no idea what to do and I don't know what to do about it and that fact scares me so much. I try and I'm trying so hard that I think it has gotten to the point where I wonder if it is even worth trying. But at the same time I'm holding on so tight, with all my heart and soul and my fingers and toes and I sometimes feel like that just even good enough. I wonder if this even matters to you anymore and I hope that it does.
Emma
I have no idea what to do and I don't know what to do about it and that fact scares me so much. I try and I'm trying so hard that I think it has gotten to the point where I wonder if it is even worth trying. But at the same time I'm holding on so tight, with all my heart and soul and my fingers and toes and I sometimes feel like that just even good enough. I wonder if this even matters to you anymore and I hope that it does.
Emma