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Well I haven't updated in like almost a year. I have been on myspace then here...like everyone said Myspace is taken over the world. lol * .... Well life is stupid && it sucks..... I have lost another person in my family since i have been on here... Its horrible..... If ya want to know it was my cousin Bj he was like a brother to me ... people might have not know that but he was.... My life is so stupid at times... Well i my as well say I hate it cause I do... There has been a lot of things happen since i have last updated I wouldn't know where to start....... There as been so much that has been goin on it ain't even funny... At times i wish i was never born in this world thats how much I hate my life.... Well nuthin ain't the same since bj past away me && him were really close.... It seems like now every time I get really close to a family member now that I lose them it ain't fair but I guess thats how life is.... Well I have De Juv every single day more then once a day && that kills me cause once i have it i know whats gonna happen next... Most of the time it does happen next but sometimes it don't...... Its like i know whats gonna happen every single day... Man that freaks me out.... I wish my life wasn't so hard.... I wish that I had a normal life but I guess nobody has one.... My life has been so hard && so ruff for me.. You wouldn't believe it.... Well I get to see some of my cousins on my dads side of the family thats a really good thing.... Well school is ok i guess which High School is better than Elementary School but theres more drama.. Omgosh drama kills me i swear... I wish there was no such thing in my life.... I have made new friends since the last time i updated...... There is so much to say it ain't even funny.... I swear.... Well I get my own bedroom now.. Well I will get it some time this weekend or next week.... My cousin is movin out... Its good but its not good so yeah..... It good that I get my own bedroom but its not good cause well i'm not gonna say on here..... Well thats all for now i might update some other time i say what else is new && stuff... Well gotta go......
Emily Lawson
R.I.P BJ I Love && Miss Ya