I need your on again, off again, on again tonight <3
Why am I in such a bad mood all of a sudden?
I was so happy yesterday and then I woke up today and everything came tumbling down, I dont know what happened
I miss Peer Counseling....maybe thats part of it.
theres training for the next few days and I really wish I was there...I miss it a lot.
I wonder if anyone noticed I wasn't there, ya know? like im sure my friends did but I dont know. I just feel like im not missed, thats a sucky feeling.
I also miss one of my best friends. I went from talking to them every day to not talking to them at all. I hate that...it always happenes but I feel like its harder each time. I miss that comfort that I found in that friend, I feel almost empty now that its gone. I know I'll be better eventually its just going to take some getting used to.
im also being pushed out of my comfort zone a ton.
theres someone new, and I love that...but its also a weird feeling to have to tell that person about myself. maybe that doesn't make sense haha I dont know. I just feel like I dont really have the same comfort that I had a few months ago. like no one really knows everything about me anymore...cuz one of the people that did is basically gone. I dont know, its weird.
alright well im off to look at Lasell college...we'll see how this goes. :-)
sorry for the long, pointless entry...I think im just feeling sorry for myself. :-/
and thank you to anyone who read it haha <3
I was so happy yesterday and then I woke up today and everything came tumbling down, I dont know what happened
I miss Peer Counseling....maybe thats part of it.
theres training for the next few days and I really wish I was there...I miss it a lot.
I wonder if anyone noticed I wasn't there, ya know? like im sure my friends did but I dont know. I just feel like im not missed, thats a sucky feeling.
I also miss one of my best friends. I went from talking to them every day to not talking to them at all. I hate that...it always happenes but I feel like its harder each time. I miss that comfort that I found in that friend, I feel almost empty now that its gone. I know I'll be better eventually its just going to take some getting used to.
im also being pushed out of my comfort zone a ton.
theres someone new, and I love that...but its also a weird feeling to have to tell that person about myself. maybe that doesn't make sense haha I dont know. I just feel like I dont really have the same comfort that I had a few months ago. like no one really knows everything about me anymore...cuz one of the people that did is basically gone. I dont know, its weird.
alright well im off to look at Lasell college...we'll see how this goes. :-)
sorry for the long, pointless entry...I think im just feeling sorry for myself. :-/
and thank you to anyone who read it haha <3