evolve
i feel much better physically. now it's time to work on the mind and spirit.
so since the fire, i've been sleeping in the living room. we're waiting for the loan to be approved so that the contractors can start fixing my room. i think i've done an okay job staying positive/happy (and genuinely, too) throughout this whole thing. there are some days where i just complain. i wish i could take those back because seriously, there's nothing to complain about,
i've been able to catch myself feeling negative things (i.e. jealousy, anger, bitterness) and stop it before it gets too big to defeat. i think that's a good thing. of course it would be great not to feel these things in the first place but that's probably impossible.
work has been getting progressively stressful. but i think this may just be a challenge for me to prove something to myself. hopefully i can prove what i think i have to prove.
i'm trying to get an internship position at some local (and some not so local) agencies, studios, etc. i've been putting this off too long!
i've been writing more recently. not actual screenplay dialogue yet, but more important pre-writing stuff that will actually make my story stronger. i've never really done that before.
so since the fire, i've been sleeping in the living room. we're waiting for the loan to be approved so that the contractors can start fixing my room. i think i've done an okay job staying positive/happy (and genuinely, too) throughout this whole thing. there are some days where i just complain. i wish i could take those back because seriously, there's nothing to complain about,
i've been able to catch myself feeling negative things (i.e. jealousy, anger, bitterness) and stop it before it gets too big to defeat. i think that's a good thing. of course it would be great not to feel these things in the first place but that's probably impossible.
work has been getting progressively stressful. but i think this may just be a challenge for me to prove something to myself. hopefully i can prove what i think i have to prove.
i'm trying to get an internship position at some local (and some not so local) agencies, studios, etc. i've been putting this off too long!
i've been writing more recently. not actual screenplay dialogue yet, but more important pre-writing stuff that will actually make my story stronger. i've never really done that before.