Dec 30, 2003 01:35
I really love Bryan so much. I cant believe this wonderful,handsome,amazing man loves me this much.
I love every time he:
*Calls me "baby" just b/c
*Looks into my eyes
*Kisses me when I least expect it
*Says " just cuddle and hold me Em"
*Understands my jokes
*Smacks my ass
*Tells me I am beautiful at my worst moments
*Plays games with me, enjoys anything we do together
*Makes love to me
*Plays with my hair, smells my hair, and says I smell good
*Chases me around the house trying to tickle me
*Works hard to support me
*Shows his true colors, if you dont like him, then he doesnt care
*How stubborn he is , just like me
*He is very open communication wise
I just really got to thinking about him tonight. What made me think this was this:
Why do I care why Ryan cheated on me?
I am in love now with Bryan thats all that matters, right?
Wrong- my heart and head are total commited to Bryan. I no longer love Ryan in any way,shape or form. Why does this question yank at my heart?
Maybe because at one point I did love Ryan, maybe because not knowing why a person would treat me this way confuses me?
I dont know a lot of things in my life right now. I do know a couple of things.
-Who I know, know loves me, and where I am RIGHT NOW in life-
With that being said, thank you all for commenting,cheering me up, and supporting me. It truly means the world to me.
<3 Emily