I am very indecisive
I have changed my mind again.
I think it would be best, if I kept this livejournal. I know I keep going back and forth, the only reason I am choosing to keep this journal is because many of my friends that dont have livejournal view my writting updates,and thoughts. In fact, I dont care who reads about my life anymore. Its my life, I am happy,and will write whatever I feel at the time.
4 Days Until Christmas
The past week has been nice. I havent been working too much, and school is finally out. Bryan has his new job working with my daddy down at "Moon". Right now I feel sorry for Bryan and my dad. They are both having to work major over-time because this time of the year is hectic for alcohol buisness.
The first day Bryan went to work; that night. He passed out and threw up numerous times. I know I was scared shit-less.. Bryan called me that night around 11pm, which he was suppose to work til 4am. I knew when I heard his sweet voice something was wrong. Bryan has low-blood pressure. He takes medication for this, but if he doesnt drink,eat,or take care of himself he tends to pass out and get sick. I cried for him, I was so worried that night I could not sleep. The next day my dad talked to "Joe", Bryans manager at Moon. Joe said Bryan was the best worker he has had ever,and that he felt awful for Bryan. Bryan is at work tonight, I am extremely happy with the way things are going for him right now.
On a good note--- the wedding date for Bryan and I has been set. The date right now is:
Feb. 10,2005
Lillian (Lilly) Tanner is due:
Sept. 15, 2004. I am excited that is right around my Birthday, it is very ironic.
I hope everyone has a good Christmas. I have nothing else to report right now lol. Other than I am going out with Mel to shop after Christmas,and have lunch. Andrea and David finally got moved into their bigger apartment,near Tess ha!
Emily