This weekend was crazy
friday was heckic
school then came home and jerry came over to chill my my bro and me
elaine got mad b/c she wanted to go shoe sopping with me and shot her down b/c i told jerry to come over. she was like well then i gues i just don't get it since i never had a boyfriend before and i understand that you want to spend more time with him that u do with me and i haven't seen you at all since i got home. then she said that it was as if i didn't want to hangout with her. Two words!! heck no!! i love you elaine i understand that u have never had a boyfriend but i am trying to just stay ontop of my life at this point. there is soo much stuff going on right now and i am sorry if i don't see you very much. sometimes i feel like crawling into bed and crying until i fall asleep and then never waking up too. but that won't happen and i don't think it would solve anything. i just want to have more time in the day so i can do everything i want to and belie it or not i want to hang out with my sister and talk about life.
went to colorguard banquet and had fun we all cried b/c amy is leaving us. she gave us the best present i ever got a pic of all of us on her wedding day plus her husband. she said that her two loves are in there and she would never forgett us ever. sad times! i didn't get any awards. wasn't planning on them. but imy mom said she was expecting me to get most improved rifle or somthing. but no the freshmen got it. even tho we were on the same begining level and i exelled passed her. thats alright. i don't mind i am pritty much invisible to them anyway. got home at 11 and slept
woke up on sat at 7 b/c i was nervous about practice and tellig big chris that i had to leave early(again) i have missed soo many hours of practice b/c of random things. he said it was ok and i was sooo relieved. he scares me a lot. anyway i left early to go to a communion party with jerry. he had work until 5 so he picked me up at practice at 6. I changed in the car and we went to his aunts house. i was scared to meet them. i didn't know if they were expecting me to be italian or what. but they were nice. we watched war of the worlds and i went home at 11 feeling pritty good.
sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate parades. expecially in the cold windy nasty weather. i have never done a parade in my life like that and i refuse to do one like that again. first off i went to practice for statesmen at 9 thinking that it would be cancled b/c it was rainy and expecting hail. but no!! at 11 my mom came to get me and we went to the parade. at the parade the guard was all in a huddle trying to get warm. it didn't work we were still cold. and my boy was "sick" so he wasn't there to freeze with me. i think i threw halfs the whole intire parade route. i was soo scared of the wind that it would knock someone out. the poor little banner girls were pushing the banner down the road /c it was soo windy. at one point it was soo windy they weren't goig anywere so two adults helped them but they were still having trouble i felt soo bad. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg we are at the front of the parade so the wind is blowing at us! we couldn't hear the drumbeat or the song or anything. so this oe time we are trying to stay in step and al of a sudden my mom coes running to the front "why aren't you guys doing anything" i turn back and notice that the band is playing but we can't hear anything. the flags are doing there rutine but we didn't. it was hilarious. at that point idk what genious came up with this idea but to spit us the rifles and sabers and put them around the outside of the flags. well its a small street!!! we could hear better but i almost hit a dozen people. and not to mention the fact that i was in the front of the rifle line. i didn't know what i was doing. i wasn't even at last weeks practice b/c of jazz band. why did they stick me up front. probably to look stupid!!! anyway that was good.
i went home and sat on the couch watching narnia and doing hw then went to bed.!!!! loved yesterday
school then came home and jerry came over to chill my my bro and me
elaine got mad b/c she wanted to go shoe sopping with me and shot her down b/c i told jerry to come over. she was like well then i gues i just don't get it since i never had a boyfriend before and i understand that you want to spend more time with him that u do with me and i haven't seen you at all since i got home. then she said that it was as if i didn't want to hangout with her. Two words!! heck no!! i love you elaine i understand that u have never had a boyfriend but i am trying to just stay ontop of my life at this point. there is soo much stuff going on right now and i am sorry if i don't see you very much. sometimes i feel like crawling into bed and crying until i fall asleep and then never waking up too. but that won't happen and i don't think it would solve anything. i just want to have more time in the day so i can do everything i want to and belie it or not i want to hang out with my sister and talk about life.
went to colorguard banquet and had fun we all cried b/c amy is leaving us. she gave us the best present i ever got a pic of all of us on her wedding day plus her husband. she said that her two loves are in there and she would never forgett us ever. sad times! i didn't get any awards. wasn't planning on them. but imy mom said she was expecting me to get most improved rifle or somthing. but no the freshmen got it. even tho we were on the same begining level and i exelled passed her. thats alright. i don't mind i am pritty much invisible to them anyway. got home at 11 and slept
woke up on sat at 7 b/c i was nervous about practice and tellig big chris that i had to leave early(again) i have missed soo many hours of practice b/c of random things. he said it was ok and i was sooo relieved. he scares me a lot. anyway i left early to go to a communion party with jerry. he had work until 5 so he picked me up at practice at 6. I changed in the car and we went to his aunts house. i was scared to meet them. i didn't know if they were expecting me to be italian or what. but they were nice. we watched war of the worlds and i went home at 11 feeling pritty good.
sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate parades. expecially in the cold windy nasty weather. i have never done a parade in my life like that and i refuse to do one like that again. first off i went to practice for statesmen at 9 thinking that it would be cancled b/c it was rainy and expecting hail. but no!! at 11 my mom came to get me and we went to the parade. at the parade the guard was all in a huddle trying to get warm. it didn't work we were still cold. and my boy was "sick" so he wasn't there to freeze with me. i think i threw halfs the whole intire parade route. i was soo scared of the wind that it would knock someone out. the poor little banner girls were pushing the banner down the road /c it was soo windy. at one point it was soo windy they weren't goig anywere so two adults helped them but they were still having trouble i felt soo bad. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg we are at the front of the parade so the wind is blowing at us! we couldn't hear the drumbeat or the song or anything. so this oe time we are trying to stay in step and al of a sudden my mom coes running to the front "why aren't you guys doing anything" i turn back and notice that the band is playing but we can't hear anything. the flags are doing there rutine but we didn't. it was hilarious. at that point idk what genious came up with this idea but to spit us the rifles and sabers and put them around the outside of the flags. well its a small street!!! we could hear better but i almost hit a dozen people. and not to mention the fact that i was in the front of the rifle line. i didn't know what i was doing. i wasn't even at last weeks practice b/c of jazz band. why did they stick me up front. probably to look stupid!!! anyway that was good.
i went home and sat on the couch watching narnia and doing hw then went to bed.!!!! loved yesterday