...but if you try sometimes, you might find, you get what you need
ever felt like it takes a negative event to make you realize what you really have? we all take things for granted, like life in general. this past year has been the year that made me realize how much i have, and how much my family supports me, because i hear of all these deaths and its really despressing.
it may not be negative, but i used ot be so annoyed with my sister when she lived here at home, and then she moved out. i was soo happy taht day. but since then, im just like blah. i have no one here at the house so talk to anymore and i get all the blame for everything. my parents are sheltering me more since im theyre only daughter left and they "don't want to lose me". well, whenever she comes home i get so happy and we hang out just like old times. its awesome when shes here, to talk about things and it makes my parents happy (which supresses some of the continuous arguing). but when she leaves, its back to the normal yelling and constant disagreement.
"grab life by the horns" (somebody please inform me which tv commericial thingy uses that slogan. it's driving me crazy b/c i cant remember it!). a good reminder to keep. high school flies by so far, and already i regret not getting involved more and meeting the cereal killers earlier b/c theyre so awesome. playing capture the flag last night was soo fun and our party is going to be even better on monday! yessss.
just some of my words of wisdom for the road.
-peace-
it may not be negative, but i used ot be so annoyed with my sister when she lived here at home, and then she moved out. i was soo happy taht day. but since then, im just like blah. i have no one here at the house so talk to anymore and i get all the blame for everything. my parents are sheltering me more since im theyre only daughter left and they "don't want to lose me". well, whenever she comes home i get so happy and we hang out just like old times. its awesome when shes here, to talk about things and it makes my parents happy (which supresses some of the continuous arguing). but when she leaves, its back to the normal yelling and constant disagreement.
"grab life by the horns" (somebody please inform me which tv commericial thingy uses that slogan. it's driving me crazy b/c i cant remember it!). a good reminder to keep. high school flies by so far, and already i regret not getting involved more and meeting the cereal killers earlier b/c theyre so awesome. playing capture the flag last night was soo fun and our party is going to be even better on monday! yessss.
just some of my words of wisdom for the road.
-peace-