Mar 04, 2005 21:36
im definently not trying to sound arrgoant at all when i say this, but when i talk to friends about personal problems or what not, some say i give good advice (sry if ive given you bad advice before!). well its hard when i can give advice but not take any of my own into consideration for myself. i feel like im slipping back into that stage i was in in september or so: feeling distant from friends, family pissing me off, relationships heading for the drain, grades suffering and the list goes on. i dont understand why there has to be so much drama and conflicts that i get lured into, and its so emotionally draining. i mean sometimes i feel like crying, but theres nothing left to come out. i hate slipping into these stages and then coming back out of them. why cant it just be one way or the other? i guess someday, everything will finally go the way we want it to be.
-peace-