Wow; what a semester
I'm still in college trying to figure out my life. I sat yesterday afternoon wondering what is wrong with me. I'm not really sure. I know that I should be happy with who I am but there are times where I feel like I don't know who I am. I feel like I have to make everybody else happy and not myself. I totally know better but I'm still on the fence. It doesn't help that my younger brother is going to get his degree the same time as me. Also I've been pretty lonely here without my family.
Thank God for my friends at home. I know I can call them and they know what to say to me, even if I don't say anything.
I don't like smiling on the outside when I know that I'm not happy. My friends at home know what to say; I miss them a lot and can't wait to see them.
What else? I love with a guy I know nothing will happen with him. It really bites! I don't know what I can do about it. He's in love with somebody else. I really like another guy who lives far away! Why can't I find somebody who's single and here?!?!
This is a pretty depressing entry but it's how I feel at the moment.
TA-DA!
Thank God for my friends at home. I know I can call them and they know what to say to me, even if I don't say anything.
I don't like smiling on the outside when I know that I'm not happy. My friends at home know what to say; I miss them a lot and can't wait to see them.
What else? I love with a guy I know nothing will happen with him. It really bites! I don't know what I can do about it. He's in love with somebody else. I really like another guy who lives far away! Why can't I find somebody who's single and here?!?!
This is a pretty depressing entry but it's how I feel at the moment.
TA-DA!