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california was sweet. thats all im gonna say cuz some things cant be said and the rest i really dont feel like typing out. i will say that everyone should go to mexico and drink their brains out. i will also say that miles' dad is incredibly generous. ive been feeling quite down lately and im so sick of it i seriously need to work on that. i just have incredibly low self esteem. i feel so unattractive, i feel like no one likes me, like no one wants me around, sometimes i dont liek being in social situations or around people because i feel liek an outcast, i dont call people usually cuz i feel like they dont want to talk to me or see me. i dont even want to organize anything for my birthday cuz i feel like no one would even come. and of course now my depressed mood is starting to affect my relationship with dan, the only thing that truly made me happy. whatever tho i need to start fixing things in my life. im really starting to dislike the person ive become. sooo school starts real soon which is really exciting altho i am starting to get used to how laid back summer is. also i turn 19 in less than 24 hours. yeah canada. andd i left my phone charger at dans and im gonna need it. andd they opened up the telegraph exit on 696 which makes things so much easier when coming back from his house. sometimes a good cry is exactly what u need.