Apr 16, 2005 16:12
for so many reasons all of which i feel are bull shit but its really crazy my mom wont even talk to me really. i guess if i mess up i'll be kicked out of the house which i have wanted this past week anyways. i would be fine with being kicked out i just dont know where i would go, for sure.
i was supposed to be home at 12 last night but there was no one who could really drive so i didnt get home on time. i dont care i had hella fun. anthony and i didnt fall asleep till about 6:30 cause we were on the phone together unable to fall asleep. i should be able to sneak out next weekend i dont know about tonight though, i dont get off work till 11 but i have a feeling i'll get off early. i hope anthony can come over.
im not even sure what all the things im in trouble for or for how long i am in trouble for and how i can help it. i just want to be out of there. my mom and denise so dont understand whats going on in my life and i cant tell them really either. lol im the new one in the group. anthony and i are together now. yay. lol.. he asked me out after the A's game on wednesday. i got in trouble then too. i just wanna move out and be able to be myself.