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I have this tummy ache that won't go away, along with a headache, I'm no fun lately. I work and am tired. Poop. I didn't get to see Mr. Cahill tonight, after work I just went home to chill out. We had a weird day yesterday. So, maybe we both needed some air. Work was alright for closing. I'm used to staying until 6, but tonight it was 9. Ahh, it' good to switch things up a bit, no?
Man I miss Tommy though. I just need 5 minutes of laying in that guys arm pit (i know it sounds weird and smelly, but it's neither). I just like having his arms around me. I freaked out yesterday because he's planning on going back to school, which is wonderfull, but then I'm afraid that if I don', he'll want to get rid of me. Because I only work at shinders, I've had the same prblem before, where I feel significantly inadiquite with my boyfriend (see? I can't even spell!!)
Man, so there I was boo hooing and he just kept saying that my worste nightmare can't happen because he loves me. But then, even if he's all excepting, I won't be. I can't be less, I can be equal, but not less. I was looking at what I need to do inable to take the classes I want, I need a 3.5 GPA. I'VE NEVER IN MY LIFE HAD THAT, HOW THE HELL WILL I GET THAT NOW?? So yep, that what yesterday was about. Emily feels inferior, threatend, and gets all crazy'd up. Jeez. Yeah, where's that arm pit when you need it? On a good note, Friday I get to go on a date with one of my cats, he is up for his shots, lucky guy, and there is something up with his eye that I want to get checked out, i think he just has a kitty cold or something, but better to be safe than sorry:) Have a good night all.....p.s., this is really weird. I kept hearing a bunch of really weird noises coming from my basement, I went to go check and see what was up. It was my mom, haveing the most awfull nightmare (we both talk extremly clear in our sleep). I tried to wake her up and when I finally did, she jumped. She looked at me all crazy, poor thing, must have been SOME fucking nightmare. I just layed there until she drifted. Wonder what the hell she was dreaming about? Have a good night all, No nightmares!!♥
Man I miss Tommy though. I just need 5 minutes of laying in that guys arm pit (i know it sounds weird and smelly, but it's neither). I just like having his arms around me. I freaked out yesterday because he's planning on going back to school, which is wonderfull, but then I'm afraid that if I don', he'll want to get rid of me. Because I only work at shinders, I've had the same prblem before, where I feel significantly inadiquite with my boyfriend (see? I can't even spell!!)
Man, so there I was boo hooing and he just kept saying that my worste nightmare can't happen because he loves me. But then, even if he's all excepting, I won't be. I can't be less, I can be equal, but not less. I was looking at what I need to do inable to take the classes I want, I need a 3.5 GPA. I'VE NEVER IN MY LIFE HAD THAT, HOW THE HELL WILL I GET THAT NOW?? So yep, that what yesterday was about. Emily feels inferior, threatend, and gets all crazy'd up. Jeez. Yeah, where's that arm pit when you need it? On a good note, Friday I get to go on a date with one of my cats, he is up for his shots, lucky guy, and there is something up with his eye that I want to get checked out, i think he just has a kitty cold or something, but better to be safe than sorry:) Have a good night all.....p.s., this is really weird. I kept hearing a bunch of really weird noises coming from my basement, I went to go check and see what was up. It was my mom, haveing the most awfull nightmare (we both talk extremly clear in our sleep). I tried to wake her up and when I finally did, she jumped. She looked at me all crazy, poor thing, must have been SOME fucking nightmare. I just layed there until she drifted. Wonder what the hell she was dreaming about? Have a good night all, No nightmares!!♥