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i dont know what the point of me having a lj is
no one ever reads it or comments
but whatever
ill still talk.......
things have been kinda crazy lately for everyone i suppose.
i feel as if my life is just going downhill, and i want to stop it, i want to help bring myself back on track
but the harder i try the more i feel its just easier to let it slip away.
ive been going to sleep super early and waking up super early, i dont like this. i need independence again.. i need my fucking life back so bad.
and the fact i have no phone helps because i cant get in touch with anyone, not that anyones really been trying to get in touch with me. ive just slipped off the rader.
it just sucks because the time i need people the most is when i have them the least. my mom fucking hates me, my best friends been missing for a while now, i dont even know what happened to my boyfriend? i guess i just suck at life.
someone save me :(
no one ever reads it or comments
but whatever
ill still talk.......
things have been kinda crazy lately for everyone i suppose.
i feel as if my life is just going downhill, and i want to stop it, i want to help bring myself back on track
but the harder i try the more i feel its just easier to let it slip away.
ive been going to sleep super early and waking up super early, i dont like this. i need independence again.. i need my fucking life back so bad.
and the fact i have no phone helps because i cant get in touch with anyone, not that anyones really been trying to get in touch with me. ive just slipped off the rader.
it just sucks because the time i need people the most is when i have them the least. my mom fucking hates me, my best friends been missing for a while now, i dont even know what happened to my boyfriend? i guess i just suck at life.
someone save me :(