Oct 22, 2008 16:29
So lately I have been home with red sore dots on my hands and feet with kankersores in my mouth. Also I have been extremely exhausted. Today my phone has rung non-stop haha. I tend to wear a lot of blue things lately or I dress by color. I have a ton of work to make up for school and grades close on Friday while I have a Science test to do, a Psychology test, and a Vocabulary test for Psychology. Along with a bunch of math quizzes with homework and classwork. A spanish quiz and 2 notebook quizzes. There is a lot do to. Though I WILL get it done. This year will not be like last year or the previous year. I WILL do good.
Luke is doing okay, some stress in his life but it is understandable.
I realized that even if I cannot spend my life with him I will always cherish him and at least we could be friends. I just know that he is one of those people I want in my life until I die.
Reciently I have been thinking about the people in my life and I have a pretty narrow list in which I really care what they think. They are those friends who have been there for me through it all. My worst and my best.
I love fall. It is my favorite season. I don't look at it as a season of death and remorse. I think of it as, well I have to drop this so I can live through winter and the harsh times. The trees are one reason why I love Maine. I also love the ocean when there are huge pieces of ice throughout it. I love the colder seasons more than the warmer ones.