i want to be your last first kiss..

[emmamae]

yet again.. i haven't updated forever..
i tend to do this.
ha. :]

so. my life has been extremely roller-coaster like lately.
i've had extreme highs. like extremely.
i was loving life.
then the next second i want to lay in bed and ball.

that was a quick recap. lets get into details.ish

so its summer.
but i dont have the usual teenage summer life.
im forced to have 2 jobs..

i babysit/nanny from 7 am til 4. mon-fri.
then i get to come home and put on my hot uniform.
and go and make burgers and burn myself.
woo hoo.

but hopefully ill be able to buy my own car.
and my own laptop this summer. :]

but the downside is...
i have no social life..
atleast the smallest one ever.
maybe like twice a week ill hang out with people.

enough complaining. im making money.

so seans graduation party was this past weekend.
and i was all sad because he was going to be leaving in a week or two.
and then when heather and i picked him up the next night..
hes like all depressed and is like..
sean: "i have something to tell you guys"
girls: "what is it?"
"i dont know how to tell you"
"just tell us."
"im not leaving"
then followed by lots of nuh-uhs and smiling :D
its was a joyous conversation.

going to all the graduation parties lately has made me really realize that people are leaving.
for like.. a long long time.
plus marianos leaving soon.
and i may like... never ever seem him again. :[
now thats what i call depressing.
i love him. hes amazing.

one last bit of information.
emma has a litle crush. :D:D:D