Pooped
so once again i have been let down by a friend. is it too much to ask for an hour or two of your time. i won't be going to another teeter show. what a complete and utter piss off, really. some may say well who cares. well i know you don't and the next person might not either, but the fact remains i care. so yes somefuckingone does fucking care.
i cannot wait to move to california, i'm not moving with family OR friends. i'm going to move there by myself, reason being...i can't count on anyone, not friends or family, sometimes not even myself, so if i were to make mistakes or to fuck something up while i was there, it's my bad. i honestly think that while i'm gone people will forget about the fact that they even knew me, which is fine by me, but don't deny it.
ive come to realize that if you want something you can't count on anyone to get it for you. if we want change we have to change it for ourselves. remember the world doesn't change for us we change for the world. how can i make each day count if i'm always held back by the selfishness of others. so i'm going to make changes in my life. big changes.
i'm going shopping tomorrow. by myself. one step at a time.
emma
i cannot wait to move to california, i'm not moving with family OR friends. i'm going to move there by myself, reason being...i can't count on anyone, not friends or family, sometimes not even myself, so if i were to make mistakes or to fuck something up while i was there, it's my bad. i honestly think that while i'm gone people will forget about the fact that they even knew me, which is fine by me, but don't deny it.
ive come to realize that if you want something you can't count on anyone to get it for you. if we want change we have to change it for ourselves. remember the world doesn't change for us we change for the world. how can i make each day count if i'm always held back by the selfishness of others. so i'm going to make changes in my life. big changes.
i'm going shopping tomorrow. by myself. one step at a time.
emma