psst...looky here
well, i've been very closet to a complete melt down, i feel so used it's not evn funny, and i still feel really shitty...like holy fuck, one of the guys that i like, now has a fucking girl friend, and she's fucking annoying i hate her so much, not because of that, just because she's such a fucking bullshitter...and the other guy that i like alot, is like trying to figure out if he wants to date some other girl, like WHat thE FUCK!! ahh!! i feel so fucked up right now, it's amazing.. but no really, one good thing came from my pathetic life, i passed my swimming thing, W O W.... no, not wow, i couldn't actually care any less..
i feel like my friend, i don't wanna name any names because i don't wanna like, i just don't wanna name names..anyways, i feel soo left out of everything people of "some" people... ahh!!
and no i don't need a damn hung every damn stupid day..okay.
kill me and paint the walls with my brain
unlike other people, having their oh so damn perfect lives, i on the other hand just found out that i have passion for anything anymore, like it's so weird, i don't ever feel like doing anything..ever..
love life? HA! WHAT "love" life, i had more of a fucking love life when i was in grade 5!!! fucking peice of shit..
i didn't get any of my stupid teachers to sign my fucking paper for when ever the fuck it's suppost a be done for..GREAT...
fuck this shit, i'm going to go outside and blaze...alot..
sometimes i feel like drugs are my only escape..just wonderful...now i'm going to be a fucking drug addict..not that it's a good thing, i'm just saying..
well tomorrow if i haven't gotten killed by this fucking illness that i have recieved from god knows where, i will probably be attending the Teeter show...
"i hate myself more than i hate you!" who knows where i have heard this before?
my only truly best friend is Buddah..Buddah doesn't judge, he doesn't lie, and he doesn't leave me wanting to curl up into a ball and just cry myself to sleep, believe me when i say this, people HAVE made me feel like that..and i have done it too..
well, enough of that now..later whoever reads this shiit..
emma
i feel like my friend, i don't wanna name any names because i don't wanna like, i just don't wanna name names..anyways, i feel soo left out of everything people of "some" people... ahh!!
and no i don't need a damn hung every damn stupid day..okay.
kill me and paint the walls with my brain
unlike other people, having their oh so damn perfect lives, i on the other hand just found out that i have passion for anything anymore, like it's so weird, i don't ever feel like doing anything..ever..
love life? HA! WHAT "love" life, i had more of a fucking love life when i was in grade 5!!! fucking peice of shit..
i didn't get any of my stupid teachers to sign my fucking paper for when ever the fuck it's suppost a be done for..GREAT...
fuck this shit, i'm going to go outside and blaze...alot..
sometimes i feel like drugs are my only escape..just wonderful...now i'm going to be a fucking drug addict..not that it's a good thing, i'm just saying..
well tomorrow if i haven't gotten killed by this fucking illness that i have recieved from god knows where, i will probably be attending the Teeter show...
"i hate myself more than i hate you!" who knows where i have heard this before?
my only truly best friend is Buddah..Buddah doesn't judge, he doesn't lie, and he doesn't leave me wanting to curl up into a ball and just cry myself to sleep, believe me when i say this, people HAVE made me feel like that..and i have done it too..
well, enough of that now..later whoever reads this shiit..
emma