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Oh what's wrong with me??
I know what I don't want to be,
A dead end on the family tree.
I just lost my virginity
To a guy who won't remember me at all.
Happiness never happened for free.
Could it be that I imagine things?
I'm just sad instead of heartbroken.
he came home but he's leaving again,
he's coming back but he won't say when.
I don't sing songs anymore.
I don't feel young anymore.
And it's hard to conceal That these tears that I cry are for real
Anymore
My mom said I should be like her,
My pop says I can live with them.
I had to ask my big brother to lend
Me change for the bus 'til I see him again.
I'm getting drunk every day of the week.
My ship sunk but it had no leak.
A fortune teller on Bishop Street,
She read my hand and the future is bleak.
I'm tired of sitting upon the fence.
I've got no self confidence.
Why don't I have a circle of friends?
I'm so square they don't even pretend...
Don't give in,
You can never let them win.
Don't give in.
But I get cold.
I get cold
Every night,
Without a prayer in my heart.
Oh what's wrong with me?
Lord what's wrong with me???!!
I know what I don't wanna be,
A dead end on the family tree.
And the train for my salvation
Is departing from the station.
he don't feel like conversation
So I'm talking to myself,
I got nobody else.
I got my my bottle of booze and my stale cigarettes
Down from the shelf...
emma.
i can never bring them back
But those days remain inside the very heart of me.
My memories are white and black
But the song's the same,
It plays in every part of me...
EMMA!! GET OVER IT!!!!
i can't, it' hurts too much to get rid of something i love so much.
IT'S EVERY PART OF ME.
I still look back
The summer sun shining
A light was always shining on me
I was gone with feel of his lips
On my very first kiss
And it seems so long since I left it all behind
in the back of my mind
THIS WRECK OF A LIFE IS EVERY PART OF ME.
I'M ON THE RUN, WITH NO SLEEP AT A DEAD END.
PARANOIA CLIMBS OVER ME.
OH GOD I'M GONE.
GOODBYE.