Jul 21, 2004 22:20
i am so borrred....i am starting to wonder lately if a God even exisits cause i dont kno i dont kno even kno what to believe sometimes cause everyone at any churrch r always the same type of ppl ALWYAS no offece to anyone but most of them r pretty and have there own lil cliq and ya i kno i am gonn aget some intreatin replys but w/e i dont care i was forced to go to church and ppl there lets say i dindt really fit it.....christain schools....snobby bitchs i dont kno i have that problem so if there is a God why would he let ppl who believe in him and shit be so mean......so yeah i dont kno i always wondered if there is a God or w/e or i always wondered what to believe it or what relligion is the "right" i dont know....like i wondre if there is even a God right now i am leaning towards a no but anyways i was thinkin maybe i should talk to some of my old friends that i kinda grown away from i miss them and havent talked to them in a while....like mainly my old frine ryann...tiffany and lori...2 of the nicest ppl in the world....i havent talked to julie or ada in a while either i dont know and then i started thinkin of this girl jennifer i wasnt really nice to last yaer i known her since 3rd gread and my stupid dog is crying and id ont kno why yay he was tellin me he had to go potty finally stupid dog is potty trained i hope....anywho yeah i wasnt to nice to her cause she is a lil "slow"In my opinion but i dont kno lol and now i feel guitly so i was thinkin callin her up seeing whats she doin...i dont kno anyways i am gonna go now