#firstworldproblems

[emmakd]

someone i know was recently telling me about how she had been brought to tears because of the way her friends had been treating her and about how she only has one friend who really cares about her

i feel so bad for her, because she's the sweetest kid ever and deserves the best and it's shocking to me that she doesn't have swarms of people surrounding her but idk at the same time it's really hard for me to "understand" because i don't even have one friend and i wish i was over-exaggerating

idk i had best friends and then they either got boyfriends or lost interest and there are people at school that i hang out with and talk to but i have no real desire to spend time with them outside of school and vice versa

i enjoy my solitude - most of the time it's really nice. i'm not good with people. but i just wish i had someone in my life who genuinely is interested about how my day went, or who would sit down and watch parks and rec with me even though they don't really like it and i'd go to taylor swift concerts with them even though i can't stand her and through our different interests we'd still love each other and

i have a bunch of acquaintances and no friends and it's not a fun way to live