i can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away
I call this home.
This knowledge that it's all good, and it really is.
I woke up knowing that I'm back to where I started.
And while for most, thats nothing to be proud of.
For me, it's everything.
I'm over it, all of it, all of him, all of them.
Like it never happened, though i have the scars to prove it did.
I won't throw it all away, but it won't control me. Or bother me.
It's not wasted time, but its not worth it either.
dum, la dee dee dum, dum, la dee dee dum...
everything I have lost is better being gone.
Including the boy.
Peace, I've made mine.
I sleep like a baby.