So There's This Thing Ya See...

[emmajane1804]

I'm kinda getting annoyed at people atm in regards to doing things with me. I know this is going to sound like an up-myself blog but I really don't give a rats bum hole. I do admit that whilst I was working I was always broke or to tired to go out, so a lot of people just stopped inviting me but towards the end of my employment I was trying to get people to do things and such and everyone's either "busy" or something and then what happens?? You all post shit saying how much of a fantastic weekend you had TOGETHER...how hard is it to go "Oh sorry Emma, I'm going out with so-and-so and what's-their-name but you're welcome to come along if you want" This also happens when someone is supposedly "sick"...you write all over everything that you're not well and shove me off but what happens??? you end up "feeling better" and going out...yea, thanks for nothing.

I'm fucking sick of it. I'm sick and tired of feeling like I have to freaking jump through hoops just to hang out with my friends, and if I've done something wrong I wish someone would fucking TELL ME!! not just ignore me and pretend like I don;t fucking exist?? Do you know how it feels to feel like you have no friends?? It feels horrible...just horrible.

On an up note, Rick Hart rang today.Their HR department is ringing my references, so I may just have a job before the end of the year after all!! But knowing luck I'm not going to hold my breath because due to my current situation...luck and I aren't talking atm lolz

xox