Dec 31, 2008 00:39
Sitting here, watching Conan O'Brian reruns from August, drinking lukewarm hot chocolate I can only wonder what 2009 has in store. I have done so many things that I know I'll remember for a while happened this year. I don't think I really want to have a new year come because that means that I'll lose the connections that I deny having already lost this year. Like, even though they are lost now... I can justify them by saying "Well, it was only in August thats not too far away." but once a new year comes around, no matter what, it's too far away.
Along those lines, I'm kind of excited to be starting a new year without connections too deep. I'm not saying that I don't have friends, I do and I love them all but things like haunting crushes and feuds can just slip away with that cliché "blank slate". It's sorta like being able to ignore the things that have been nagging at me since they happened and it's relieving.
I'll be spending new years in almost the EXACT same way as last year, with Erin, Ginny, and Molly and some tea lights and sparklers except this time I'll have real hair, no camera and less freak-show problems. Haha, not to be mean to my problems or anything. I'm really excited.
Yeesh... I hate Daniel Radcliffe. Fucking ruined Harry Potter and has no personality AAAAAGGGGGHHHH. He's on Conan O'Brian and my soul is being sucked out of me watching his amd his ugly hair face. He's like a teen-age girl giggling and smiling at EVERYTHING. And he has woman cheeks and a lot of blush. He is never allowed to use the word "savvy" even though he doesn't think so. He has a terrible profile as well, such an awkward neck flap. He oughta keep his penis in his pants and away from the horses.
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!
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