ughh
I've been having troubles getting to sleep lately, it's lead to some pretty rough mornings. Last night I had some weird anxiety attack like thing right as I was trying to fall asleep. It was weird, heart racing, chest hurting, dizziness. I don't know why. Then I woke up twice in the night from really distrubing nightmares.
So now I'm very tired and I would like to go home.
I think it's all steming from a major sense of "ok....now what?" My life has it a rather sad dull point and I don't know what I want to change, do I want a new job, do I want to move?
I seem to have lost all spontinaity in my life. I never do anything on a whim anymore. I need to work on that I think.
Man I'm boring.
How's everyone else?
Update: but on an up note, Ben Fold's is playing Slope Day! I've actually known for a while but it wasn't officially announced until today
So now I'm very tired and I would like to go home.
I think it's all steming from a major sense of "ok....now what?" My life has it a rather sad dull point and I don't know what I want to change, do I want a new job, do I want to move?
I seem to have lost all spontinaity in my life. I never do anything on a whim anymore. I need to work on that I think.
Man I'm boring.
How's everyone else?
Update: but on an up note, Ben Fold's is playing Slope Day! I've actually known for a while but it wasn't officially announced until today