whurf.
What a day. Found out that someone I'm really very fond of is dying. I knew she'd had cancer but as of a month or so ago she'd recovered quite a bit. Now she's taken a turn for the worse, is mostly unconscious and isn't expected to live more than a few days, a week at most. She's about 50.
Another friend has a medical thing that's very Very VERY likely nothing, but worst case scenario could be leukemia. My brain has apparently decided that the worst case scenario is simply not an option and thus everything is Just Perfectly Fine on that front.
The chorus accompanist's grandma dies an hour before rehearsal started tonight.
And I vaguely think there was something else not good which my brain has shut out entirely, because the first couple of things have just overwhelmed everything else.
On the more positive side, tonight's rehearsal was incredible, and I had some remarkably tasty sour cream lemon pie afterwards.
... Nope, that's not really enough to make up for the badness.
Another friend has a medical thing that's very Very VERY likely nothing, but worst case scenario could be leukemia. My brain has apparently decided that the worst case scenario is simply not an option and thus everything is Just Perfectly Fine on that front.
The chorus accompanist's grandma dies an hour before rehearsal started tonight.
And I vaguely think there was something else not good which my brain has shut out entirely, because the first couple of things have just overwhelmed everything else.
On the more positive side, tonight's rehearsal was incredible, and I had some remarkably tasty sour cream lemon pie afterwards.
... Nope, that's not really enough to make up for the badness.