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What to do what to do?
My job here is great, I have some friends, but Rusty and I have broken up. Should I stay or should I go? My brain isn't working anymore. All I know is, today I pack my stuff, tomorrow I get my car back and put all of my stuff in it. Off to Davis, back to work. At least Cro Mags on sunday should be fun. I really hope so. I feel pretty shitty. I'll be ok, this is probably for the best to finally leave it alone. Maybe I should go home. Is boston right for me? Has my constant yearning for home been something to mask my unhappiness? Thinking that would make everything better if I went home? I hardly have anything left in Boston. Lots of mistakes and people holding them against me. Maybe I should start fresh? Maybe move to Berkeley? Maybe New York? Maybe Boston for a little while and see where it goes from there? I have no clue what to do. I have about 4 days to figure it out. Will I ever be happy?
My job here is great, I have some friends, but Rusty and I have broken up. Should I stay or should I go? My brain isn't working anymore. All I know is, today I pack my stuff, tomorrow I get my car back and put all of my stuff in it. Off to Davis, back to work. At least Cro Mags on sunday should be fun. I really hope so. I feel pretty shitty. I'll be ok, this is probably for the best to finally leave it alone. Maybe I should go home. Is boston right for me? Has my constant yearning for home been something to mask my unhappiness? Thinking that would make everything better if I went home? I hardly have anything left in Boston. Lots of mistakes and people holding them against me. Maybe I should start fresh? Maybe move to Berkeley? Maybe New York? Maybe Boston for a little while and see where it goes from there? I have no clue what to do. I have about 4 days to figure it out. Will I ever be happy?