today...
is just one of those days where i didn't want to get out of bed.
i don't have a good feeling about today.
i just want to have a good day already.
i'm so tired of feeling like this.
seriously.
disneyland with emily last night was amazing, but a big bummer at the same time (refer to last entry).
i love emily.
she gets me through most of the days.
i'm so blessed to have a friend like her.
seriously.
i hope i can eat today.
i had half a donut and i'm feeling ok as of right now.
i need to get in the shower before my parents get home and get ready for work.
i wonder if it's a denim day.
i should call and ask.
hopefully i'll do something exciting tonight.
i'm hoping to see tony.
i don't like the fact that he isn't part of my daily routine anymore.
i feel like i'm losing him as a friend and that's majorly bumming me out, but what can ya do... right?
hopefully it isn't really like that and it's totally in my head.
work tomorrow and family dinner.
oh joy.
then sleep for school monday.
waking up at 5am is so hard now that i'm not used to it anymore.
hopefully i adjust fast.
i want to go bowling tonight.
anyone down?
i get off work at 6.
let me know.
oh yeah.
and i fucking HATE when someone that wanted to date you a few months ago finds out you have a boyfriend and fucking guilts you about it.
like seriously.
when you asked me a few months ago, i wasn't ready... ok?
even a few weeks ago i wasn't totally ready.
i'm STILL not totally ready but i have 3 months to get ready for it before i see him so it's cool and by then i will be.
i didn't know you that well and you always guilted me about everything.
i'm sorry if i've known my boyfriend for like 5+ years and if he knows everything about me and has never guilted me about anything.
that's what i was looking for in a guy.
not someone that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
go away.
kthx.
i don't have a good feeling about today.
i just want to have a good day already.
i'm so tired of feeling like this.
seriously.
disneyland with emily last night was amazing, but a big bummer at the same time (refer to last entry).
i love emily.
she gets me through most of the days.
i'm so blessed to have a friend like her.
seriously.
i hope i can eat today.
i had half a donut and i'm feeling ok as of right now.
i need to get in the shower before my parents get home and get ready for work.
i wonder if it's a denim day.
i should call and ask.
hopefully i'll do something exciting tonight.
i'm hoping to see tony.
i don't like the fact that he isn't part of my daily routine anymore.
i feel like i'm losing him as a friend and that's majorly bumming me out, but what can ya do... right?
hopefully it isn't really like that and it's totally in my head.
work tomorrow and family dinner.
oh joy.
then sleep for school monday.
waking up at 5am is so hard now that i'm not used to it anymore.
hopefully i adjust fast.
i want to go bowling tonight.
anyone down?
i get off work at 6.
let me know.
oh yeah.
and i fucking HATE when someone that wanted to date you a few months ago finds out you have a boyfriend and fucking guilts you about it.
like seriously.
when you asked me a few months ago, i wasn't ready... ok?
even a few weeks ago i wasn't totally ready.
i'm STILL not totally ready but i have 3 months to get ready for it before i see him so it's cool and by then i will be.
i didn't know you that well and you always guilted me about everything.
i'm sorry if i've known my boyfriend for like 5+ years and if he knows everything about me and has never guilted me about anything.
that's what i was looking for in a guy.
not someone that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
go away.
kthx.