Dec 27, 2007 23:07
yea soooo Christmas is over and it never even felt like Christmas no sparkle no happy warm evergreen smelling or excited feeling in my stomach... why? i don't even know. i mean the most important thing is that everyone is happy and healthy.
i miss those happy warm feelings i miss being excited i miss when gifts were more then just electronic upgrades. what is Christmas now? a breath of fresh air between semesters. a way of remembering how much everyone has changed. A time to reflect upon what you have and how lucky you are. everything is too intense right now i think i need a vacation from vacations.