another dave entry.
so i had a good/serious conversation to david about things-
and it went alittle something like this bc all you girls that read this and jingeleski are gonna ask me...
"hey dave. im startin to feel good about us bein single and takin a break for awhile and seein other people and being young and doin what we are supposed to do. i'm finally at that point. I went to a few parties this weekend and actually enjoyed doin the single thing.
just know that i will always always always love you no matter where i am and who im with and what im doing... and hopefully one day when we are older and maturer and at a better place in our minds, we can pick up this again, but for now, im glad we aren't and are just being us and seeing what else is out there.
i just needed to talk to you about this. please write back and tell me what you are thinking."
"I am glad its like this. I feel the same way. It was hurting alot and i didn't think i did the right thing at times. But this is really good for us."
"i just feel like if one of us hooks up with another person, our friendship is gonna crumble. i can't have that."
"I know, i respect you enough not to try to get with anyone for a long while"
"i know you do. i wouldn't have sex with anyone or hook up with anyone like that, but i wanna meet new people and date around and do the single thing and talk to someone new. i think thats a good thing, even though im still in love with you."
"I don't mind. It will still hurt but I won't mind."
"okay. i never wanna hurt you though so just promise me that we will be friends and you wont think any less of me than you do. "
"To late. Just playing i promise"
and so yay. now i can talk to boys again and not feel guilty about doing so.
and i kinda am. sorta kinda. even though i havent met him yet.
im really very excited to this thursday.
and he just texted me saying "you are fantastic. you really are. there is quite teh moon out tonight. go have a look if you haven't already. it's beautiful"
and thats really really exciting bc i love that kind of stuff.
and it went alittle something like this bc all you girls that read this and jingeleski are gonna ask me...
"hey dave. im startin to feel good about us bein single and takin a break for awhile and seein other people and being young and doin what we are supposed to do. i'm finally at that point. I went to a few parties this weekend and actually enjoyed doin the single thing.
just know that i will always always always love you no matter where i am and who im with and what im doing... and hopefully one day when we are older and maturer and at a better place in our minds, we can pick up this again, but for now, im glad we aren't and are just being us and seeing what else is out there.
i just needed to talk to you about this. please write back and tell me what you are thinking."
"I am glad its like this. I feel the same way. It was hurting alot and i didn't think i did the right thing at times. But this is really good for us."
"i just feel like if one of us hooks up with another person, our friendship is gonna crumble. i can't have that."
"I know, i respect you enough not to try to get with anyone for a long while"
"i know you do. i wouldn't have sex with anyone or hook up with anyone like that, but i wanna meet new people and date around and do the single thing and talk to someone new. i think thats a good thing, even though im still in love with you."
"I don't mind. It will still hurt but I won't mind."
"okay. i never wanna hurt you though so just promise me that we will be friends and you wont think any less of me than you do. "
"To late. Just playing i promise"
and so yay. now i can talk to boys again and not feel guilty about doing so.
and i kinda am. sorta kinda. even though i havent met him yet.
im really very excited to this thursday.
and he just texted me saying "you are fantastic. you really are. there is quite teh moon out tonight. go have a look if you haven't already. it's beautiful"
and thats really really exciting bc i love that kind of stuff.