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i feel defeated and hurt and tired.
but i left jenny's run today.
and my landlord is A FUCKING BITCH.
and so is one of my roommates at the moment for being really really mean.
and screwing us.
and i am running on one hour of sleep bc i spent my entire night cleaning alone in that old house.
to only be told by my landlord that no one has cleaned ever in this place and it's trashed.
OKAY NOT EVEN CLOSE bc i cleaned that house alone many many times without ever being helped by anyone and it was freaking clean dammit!
i nearly cried when she said that.
my mom sure let her have it though.
oh boy did she ever.
and my mom never ever sues people but she might sue this lady.
i stayed very calm and patient and didn't take my frustrations out on anyone.
i tried my best and did work that i shouldn't have done but felt obligated to do since no one else would.
and i still feel like i lost the whole battle and it was all worthless.
bc that bitch is still gonna take my money and all the stuff i cleaned, i did not mess up.
and my one roommate really disappointed me bc i don't think friends would do that sort of thing if they cared about you at all.
i should probably go to confession for whispering those dirty fucking cunts over and over under my breath all day.
atleast i have a spice girl reunion to spice up my life...haha.
but i left jenny's run today.
and my landlord is A FUCKING BITCH.
and so is one of my roommates at the moment for being really really mean.
and screwing us.
and i am running on one hour of sleep bc i spent my entire night cleaning alone in that old house.
to only be told by my landlord that no one has cleaned ever in this place and it's trashed.
OKAY NOT EVEN CLOSE bc i cleaned that house alone many many times without ever being helped by anyone and it was freaking clean dammit!
i nearly cried when she said that.
my mom sure let her have it though.
oh boy did she ever.
and my mom never ever sues people but she might sue this lady.
i stayed very calm and patient and didn't take my frustrations out on anyone.
i tried my best and did work that i shouldn't have done but felt obligated to do since no one else would.
and i still feel like i lost the whole battle and it was all worthless.
bc that bitch is still gonna take my money and all the stuff i cleaned, i did not mess up.
and my one roommate really disappointed me bc i don't think friends would do that sort of thing if they cared about you at all.
i should probably go to confession for whispering those dirty fucking cunts over and over under my breath all day.
atleast i have a spice girl reunion to spice up my life...haha.