Sep 26, 2004 14:49
I have so much work to do for school I just find myself doing anything but actually doing it now... My sister said the nicest thing to me today which is very suprising for her. She said, "Emma, I have to admit that I am so proud to have you as my sister. Whenever someone asks me 'is your sister Emma?' I am so proud to say yes she is. I wouldn't want to have anyone but you as my sister." I was very touched because I often feel like my sister is the one person who really hates me. I'm sure it took a lot for her to come out and say it. Maybe she just felt courageous and enlightened after going to church; I sometimes do. Yesterday my old driving instructor took me out for practice for my test and I told him all the things I had been failed for. He said that some of the things, like stopping where you could see instead of at the stop sign were not true, and they had probably failed me just because they could. Gahhh that's not fair. I really hope it's not the case this time because my mom says she won't take me again if I fail. (she really has faith in me) Well, I'm going to do everything in my power to get it even though that's probably not much. I wish I could just take a walk out on the rocks right now, its so beautiful. I really think weekends should be for relaxing and not for doing homework.