May 20, 2007 21:33
I had an awesome day.
I went shopping with Andrea today. This time we bought a necklace, earrings, a bracelet, makeup and a journal.
Why did I buy a journal? Well, over coffee and pretzels Andrea and I talked (She's the perfect person to talk to. She gets inside my head, I swear. ) about my troubles with Mae. I am having trouble. But I can't even describe to myself what I'm feeling. She told me that when she went through her divorce that she kept a journal to try and sort out her feelings. She said that what you start off with at the top of the page, is usually much different than what you ended up with by the time you finished, and that by then end you usually had an answer. So she told me that whenever my wall( I have a wall. It comes up and prevents me from letting people in, being receptive, etc, etc.) comes up and blocks everyone out, to write down what happened to put up my wall and why it's up, and etc...and she just said that it really helps. I love her. I really do. :)
And I don't know if I told you...but I bought a dress! A yellow, sparkly, flowy dress that I can't wait to wear. There will probably be pictures. I'm excited to see everyone dressed up. It's gonna be bittersweet, though. I hope I'll be alright.
I also got a haircut. Layers in the front, It's so...not me...but it is at the same time, you know? In any case, I love it. And it's nice for the summer.
It feels like summer tonight. It's about time. Now, if only the leaves would come out. Blah.
And it's Victoria Day weekend...so I have tomorrow off!! :D:D:D
Mae is behind me. And I'm getting annoyed. Gah. Bleck. Ew.
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Emm
shopping,
life