I'm back... ish...
A bit of a break, but I'm back. I needed the R&R, and apparently also needed time to absorb some changes.
New Userpic, as you can see; one of the changes is that I have to get more into my own body/life/existence, and stop trying to change things to what I want them to be, instead of what they are. Part of that is my no longer colouring my hair. I hate that. I look better with darker hair, I hate blondey-gingery-auburn hair, but pretending I'm who-I-want-to-be doesn't make me so. And I'm probably better off saving the time and the money and the effort, and not dousing myself in chemicals every 4-6 weeks... So I'm off to make the change in one fell/foul swoop of expensive, chemical soaked badness. I bet it will look horrible. But... I promised Himself I would no longer chop my hair off, so He snickered while I tried to figure out how to get back to something resembling my natural hair colour without either breaking my promise or living with shocking and drastic colour-difference regrowth for practically forever. (The userpic hair colour isn't quite right, but the closest I could get on e-louai.)
Anyway, shiteload of stuff happened, but all small subtle, so it may take time to come out in the LJ wash... I'll get it out eventually.
New Userpic, as you can see; one of the changes is that I have to get more into my own body/life/existence, and stop trying to change things to what I want them to be, instead of what they are. Part of that is my no longer colouring my hair. I hate that. I look better with darker hair, I hate blondey-gingery-auburn hair, but pretending I'm who-I-want-to-be doesn't make me so. And I'm probably better off saving the time and the money and the effort, and not dousing myself in chemicals every 4-6 weeks... So I'm off to make the change in one fell/foul swoop of expensive, chemical soaked badness. I bet it will look horrible. But... I promised Himself I would no longer chop my hair off, so He snickered while I tried to figure out how to get back to something resembling my natural hair colour without either breaking my promise or living with shocking and drastic colour-difference regrowth for practically forever. (The userpic hair colour isn't quite right, but the closest I could get on e-louai.)
Anyway, shiteload of stuff happened, but all small subtle, so it may take time to come out in the LJ wash... I'll get it out eventually.