SPRING BREAK!!!!
Well most would think that spring break was a nice break from school where you relax and enjoy hanging out with friends and the beach and all that stuff...well it started out that way but did nothing but go downhill from there...
The beach with laine, gabe, katie, zach, and lauryn was where everything started...it was our spontaneous woot trip and it was fun...we drove to pasagrill beach in the big red mini van and then spent the day in the cold water and sun...stealing flowers and walking to the don cesar for ice cream...and of course the ice cream guy staring at me non stop...what a fun time...and then I started to get nosey and I got into two peoples business when i should have just let it be...but people make mistakes...thats what really started the whole thing...then the next day which happened to be a sunday all madness broke lose...i had three people crying on my shoulders and got thrown in the middle of something that was full of emotion and gossip was spread, rumors, lies, and tons of confusion...then came set up for kidz quest which was great until alex and i had our little heart to heart where i discovered something i really didnt want to discover and then my life went down the hole...so at this point im in the middle of two of my best friends lifes and i really dont want to be and then my life just goes poof and all of the sudden decides to fall apart at the same time...the next morning 7am roles around and my emotional life is shot i am heart broken (if you have no clue whats going on just ask me ill explain later) and i come to kidz quest to pull a joshua and lay on my face infront of god attempting to not hysterically start crying...i try and hold stuff in when im infront of other people to the best of my ability...then i was on 3 teams for kidz quest and didnt know which one i should do at which time i just felt like i was spread to thin...i dont know but in a way i felt like i didnt belong and that i wasnt needed and that if i hadnt been there no one would have noticed the difference...but maybe thats just my insecurity because yeah dont feel like going into that either...
then the messages continued to pile up and work was exhausting and stressful and i spent everynight on the phone till wee hours of the morning and then ended up crying myself to sleep because i had no clue what i wanted and what was the right thing to do or anything i was just lost and confused and didnt know who i could turn to...then wednesday night was the star wars movie and all that was included in that and yeah it was a great night but i feel bad for letting it happen when yeah we arent going to go into the details...but then yeah another long day of work and then then lets see you have the good friday church service and then steak and shake with james and family which was a lot of fun...then work and hair with katie and laine and then laine and i had another woot trip to target and walgreens....then easter sunday woke up at 5AM and went to the sunrise service with laine and then had two kids church services and now im just exhausted...and spring break seems to possibly be getting a little better but yeah guess what its practically over...
A lot of people were hurt by things that occured over the break, misaccusations were made and friendships were broken and torn apart...im sorry for anything that i had part in to cause any of this...i just ask that whoever was hurt can forgive me...and if not i can understand that too but it seems not right to lose a friendship over a bunch of drama but maybe thats life...
Kidz Quest was an awesome three days...between the star wars theme, the scout walker (aka chicken walker) and the queen amidalla game....i had a lot of fun and I cant wait until next year...
What a Spring Break...ehhh????
The beach with laine, gabe, katie, zach, and lauryn was where everything started...it was our spontaneous woot trip and it was fun...we drove to pasagrill beach in the big red mini van and then spent the day in the cold water and sun...stealing flowers and walking to the don cesar for ice cream...and of course the ice cream guy staring at me non stop...what a fun time...and then I started to get nosey and I got into two peoples business when i should have just let it be...but people make mistakes...thats what really started the whole thing...then the next day which happened to be a sunday all madness broke lose...i had three people crying on my shoulders and got thrown in the middle of something that was full of emotion and gossip was spread, rumors, lies, and tons of confusion...then came set up for kidz quest which was great until alex and i had our little heart to heart where i discovered something i really didnt want to discover and then my life went down the hole...so at this point im in the middle of two of my best friends lifes and i really dont want to be and then my life just goes poof and all of the sudden decides to fall apart at the same time...the next morning 7am roles around and my emotional life is shot i am heart broken (if you have no clue whats going on just ask me ill explain later) and i come to kidz quest to pull a joshua and lay on my face infront of god attempting to not hysterically start crying...i try and hold stuff in when im infront of other people to the best of my ability...then i was on 3 teams for kidz quest and didnt know which one i should do at which time i just felt like i was spread to thin...i dont know but in a way i felt like i didnt belong and that i wasnt needed and that if i hadnt been there no one would have noticed the difference...but maybe thats just my insecurity because yeah dont feel like going into that either...
then the messages continued to pile up and work was exhausting and stressful and i spent everynight on the phone till wee hours of the morning and then ended up crying myself to sleep because i had no clue what i wanted and what was the right thing to do or anything i was just lost and confused and didnt know who i could turn to...then wednesday night was the star wars movie and all that was included in that and yeah it was a great night but i feel bad for letting it happen when yeah we arent going to go into the details...but then yeah another long day of work and then then lets see you have the good friday church service and then steak and shake with james and family which was a lot of fun...then work and hair with katie and laine and then laine and i had another woot trip to target and walgreens....then easter sunday woke up at 5AM and went to the sunrise service with laine and then had two kids church services and now im just exhausted...and spring break seems to possibly be getting a little better but yeah guess what its practically over...
A lot of people were hurt by things that occured over the break, misaccusations were made and friendships were broken and torn apart...im sorry for anything that i had part in to cause any of this...i just ask that whoever was hurt can forgive me...and if not i can understand that too but it seems not right to lose a friendship over a bunch of drama but maybe thats life...
Kidz Quest was an awesome three days...between the star wars theme, the scout walker (aka chicken walker) and the queen amidalla game....i had a lot of fun and I cant wait until next year...
What a Spring Break...ehhh????