you understand me, at least you say you do

[emlalaita]

I feel so crappy

and sad

soo much going on

I know what i should do
but its so hard

Having crushes suck
especially when they live like 5 hours away
or they are complete assholes
i dont understand why guys think
girls like assholes
its totally not true for me anyways

Im gettin that feeling of not belonging again
I just dont belong...anywhere

I feel beaten, used, drained, happy, sad, flirty
depressed, excited, determined, tired, worn out

its wierd feeling all those things

I need a change
a big change

my time will come