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im not sure what to think. there was the initial shame. then the dismissal of that shame with some fuck you attitude. now there's this self conscious feeling. this fear of the unknown stirring in anothers brain.
its done.
thats it. cher cant turn back time. neither can i. the backstreet boys tried it too. failed. i can only attempt to mend it. but i need some cooperation. i cant do it if you are going to avoid me. i prefer to deal with things head on, even if at first it will be uncomfortable and awkward. but the discomfort will only last for a few moments, as opposed to avoiding it and dragging it on for weeks.
im pissed too. at myself. at you. you could say i disrespected myself. you could. id disagree, but you could make a pretty convinvicing arguement. and id listen then id regain that respect after i remind you of a few things you thought would sail by unnoticed. i know youre scared of me. because im a girl and im teaching your girl to have power over herself. and that terrifies you because you'll no longer occupy the driver's seat. you told my boyfriend that i scared you. youre all talk. but, the jig is up, chump, shaggy and scooby of solved another tale, so, back in the mystery machine, gang, we're goin home.
its done.
thats it. cher cant turn back time. neither can i. the backstreet boys tried it too. failed. i can only attempt to mend it. but i need some cooperation. i cant do it if you are going to avoid me. i prefer to deal with things head on, even if at first it will be uncomfortable and awkward. but the discomfort will only last for a few moments, as opposed to avoiding it and dragging it on for weeks.
im pissed too. at myself. at you. you could say i disrespected myself. you could. id disagree, but you could make a pretty convinvicing arguement. and id listen then id regain that respect after i remind you of a few things you thought would sail by unnoticed. i know youre scared of me. because im a girl and im teaching your girl to have power over herself. and that terrifies you because you'll no longer occupy the driver's seat. you told my boyfriend that i scared you. youre all talk. but, the jig is up, chump, shaggy and scooby of solved another tale, so, back in the mystery machine, gang, we're goin home.