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i realized that when i crush on boys, they inspire me. not in the sense that i want to carve an ice sculpture to capture their beauty, but i sort of aspire to be more like them. thats kinda weird, huh. i normally think that i like gents who arent too much like myself, cuz thats boring/disasterous. i guess im constantly aspiring to be more like boys in general. just because its more fun. but then theres always a part of me that likes to bust out the white 80's pumps....for like 5 mins then they start makin my tootsies ache.
ive been like that since i was a young lass. i always loved sports and competing with da boyz, but i really liked dress-up and dolls too.
i have this vivid memory of pre-school, i mustve been four, and it was my birthday. naturally, i wanted to wear a dress to school and look my cutest.my mom also finally allowed me to wear lipstick to school on my special day, as opposed to the blistex she usually conned off as lipstick. and i remember feelin like the shit, until both of my teachers...one was named mrs. bishop...said "oh my goodness, are you wearing lipstick!?," and then they both burst into hilarity. i felt like such a fool. but today, looking back, im sure its rather amusing to see a 4 year with hot pink lipstick smeared across her kisser.
another nonsensical entry written by yours truly.
oh yeah, and by the way ELVIS COSTELLO IN TWO MUHFUDGKIN DAYS!
ive been like that since i was a young lass. i always loved sports and competing with da boyz, but i really liked dress-up and dolls too.
i have this vivid memory of pre-school, i mustve been four, and it was my birthday. naturally, i wanted to wear a dress to school and look my cutest.my mom also finally allowed me to wear lipstick to school on my special day, as opposed to the blistex she usually conned off as lipstick. and i remember feelin like the shit, until both of my teachers...one was named mrs. bishop...said "oh my goodness, are you wearing lipstick!?," and then they both burst into hilarity. i felt like such a fool. but today, looking back, im sure its rather amusing to see a 4 year with hot pink lipstick smeared across her kisser.
another nonsensical entry written by yours truly.
oh yeah, and by the way ELVIS COSTELLO IN TWO MUHFUDGKIN DAYS!