May 13, 2005 03:15
suddenly...i knew how it felt to be a parent.
well, thats a stretch, but i understood that unconditional, life altering, blinding love.
there should be more words for love. theres basically like and love. love isnt a word i normally throw around but its difficult to express varying feelings of affection. the word "love" becomes cliche with repetition. but i showered them with money i didnt have, and avoided compromise for complete sacrifice. maybe the exit has opened my eyes and made me realize whats been right in front of me all along while i complained of lack of scenery and no conservatory yet i met the exotic eye of another whos become my brother and shown me how harijuku i can be as he crosses the sea ill drop a salty bead in gratitude for the absence of greed and apprehension gained not from the books i read but the words he spoke in juvenile form that soared beyond the norm and gave me visions ive never heard before without fail hell always be the first male to make me feel unreal and laugh until i cry until i laugh until i cry until i die.
its no doug e. fresh but itll have to do.