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today was a beautiful day. inside my head. the outdoors did coincedentally reflect this.
but heres the bottom line, fuckers: if you want happiness - youll be happy. youll adjust your standards, youll make it work, youll become an optimist. being cynical and bitter has its advantages. its fun. you feel smarter, witty, like youre far above the rest. but guess what- no one likes a smarty pants. you wont have friends, and i wont sit around to break your fall. i dont like you all the time. sometimes i find myself wishing for an accident. an early exit. a trap door. but life continues and im grateful i guess. sometimes i dont like anyone, and thats unfortunate because, in actuality, this must mean no one likes me. but it lasts a minute, a day, and then it fades away and radiates. life really does go on, kelly martin.
but id prefer to cannonball as opposed to slowly submerging one limb at a time.
this entry sucks and i almost erased it but, eh, what the fack. no more censorship of self. no more biting my tongue, some people accept me for being an honest motherfuckin shit, and i enjoy their company as well.
but heres the bottom line, fuckers: if you want happiness - youll be happy. youll adjust your standards, youll make it work, youll become an optimist. being cynical and bitter has its advantages. its fun. you feel smarter, witty, like youre far above the rest. but guess what- no one likes a smarty pants. you wont have friends, and i wont sit around to break your fall. i dont like you all the time. sometimes i find myself wishing for an accident. an early exit. a trap door. but life continues and im grateful i guess. sometimes i dont like anyone, and thats unfortunate because, in actuality, this must mean no one likes me. but it lasts a minute, a day, and then it fades away and radiates. life really does go on, kelly martin.
but id prefer to cannonball as opposed to slowly submerging one limb at a time.
this entry sucks and i almost erased it but, eh, what the fack. no more censorship of self. no more biting my tongue, some people accept me for being an honest motherfuckin shit, and i enjoy their company as well.